Violet-Chaos

I wonder what makes one procrastinate? Does it fuel some intellectual imperative to the creative process? Or does it merely facilitate a need to get things done? In my case, I fear too often that I procrastinate on everything in order to motivate myself into doing things, causing massive amounts of stress... Do I like stress? Is that why I do this? I think I thrive in the environment that is riddled with deadlines all too near, and time management is well organized, but only if it is set in the last possible time to do the task. Nothing breaks this cycle, it is an endless loop of pause and fast-forward. Oh Well Back to the trenches...

I feel like everything is moving in slow motion except for me. A day will seem to last forever and the work never ending, and yet, I have no time to get it all done. The time of the year goes by slowly and quickly all at the same time. One thing is certain, this roller coaster will have to stop soon or I'm gonna throw up.

One month in and I wish I had it back... Make the summer last longer!!! I'm currently working on some sewing projects, hopefully I get them done before summer is over... maybe sell some dolly outfits. Other than that the days go by and I keep wishing for a rewind button. That's all for now. ~V~